THE WINDOW OF MY HEART
It was a very strange night,
so strange and ruthless;
That I couldn’t recognize,
It as last night of my life....
such restless was my life ;
By traveling a long journey,
That it made me Frightened and scared
Of the world around me;
On that night I looked out of
The window of my heart... .........
The rains of Life were very harsh;
There were the tornadoes of time ;
With unseen storms of fate;
Making deafening sounds around me ….
My Dry eyes saw you at a distance…
You were so close to my heart and
Yet so far from my reach...
In a dark corner of the cruel world
you were sitting quietly!!!
Your face was hidden
In your knees;
you were trembling and
In the harsh rains of life.....
You were burning my name in your tears ......
You looked at me in a trance of happiness
You were pleading me...
Listen o’ my love
May I come inside your heart...?
I don’t want to stay here in this world…
Please let me come, inside you…
I turned away my face from you
And looked inside the window of my heart;
The world of my heart,
Was breathing its last few breaths ..
My life was destroyed and deserted…
everything had come to an end.....
All my happiness was gone...
the Darkness of death were swallowing my life ......
My destiny was not ready to accept your love
My God did not agree to unite me with you
I lost you to Time, Life and God;
With misty eyes,
I saw you o’ my great love ....
slowly I whispered your name ….
I Took one last breath;
and then I died..................
Standing alone in the evening of heavy rains,
And looking upwards to
the dark sky,
With full of storming thunders,
And many dark clouds
I started Praying for more and more
Of such lashes of heavy
On my body, on my mind and on my soul;
So that it could wash away
It could wash away all my unknowingly sins,
It could wash away
my baseless ego,
It could wash away my useless anger,
It could wash away
my earthly beliefs,
It could wash away my wrongdoings,
It could wash
I am looking to GOD;
Like a baron infertile land,
ages for the misty drops,
Drops of love,
Drops of harmony,
Drops of laughter,
Drops of joy,
Drops of bliss.
Let me begin
again a new dawn of life
After this heavy night of rain,
whispering sound of fresh air,
With a glittering vision for the road
And with a zest for the life, which I never lived.
O My Dear GOD,
transform me again into a new child
Again Full of strength,
laughter and full of joy,
O GOD, please bless me again
For a new life!!!
JUST FOR YOU ....!!!
A cozy night of chilling winter waves …
lake front …
Wrapped by a thin fabric …
White fabric, which will be
displaying only our love and nothing else…
Talking nothing …
A silence of unspoken words…..
Words of love …….!!!
full moon shines its milky shades on our faces,
I hold your face slowly
in my both hands,
And say those three magic words... ………
|I LOVE YOU ...
But ,to realize the dreams,
Sometimes we have to leave,
our life much
We can slip into the great sleep of togetherness;
then …In a moment of bliss,
The dream comes true…!!!
May be some other
Some other day...
Some other full night moon...
We will be in
each other’s arms,
And that will be a dream of reality!!!
It was a lonely dark night
And chilling too
When you knocked
The same door & old house
Which you have not visited for years
And where you first came to meet me
Many years back
Tonight you suddenly
That I still exist
In this material world
I opened the old door
Its age was equal to my memories of you
You stood on the other side of
And I stood on this side of my life with your memories
I looked at you!
You still look beautiful
Just like you were so many
I saw your misty eyes
Filled with the tears of my name
looked at me and
Asked for those poems
Which I wrote
In your absence
I told you that they are lost
In the wildness of my life
trials of my existence and survival!
I am left with nothing to offer
Except those memories
Which I lived with your imagination
And you left me alone
This time forever!
I stood on this side of door of my life
Knowing that you will never come
FOR YOU ......I LOVE YOU
You have a name
But For me it’s not your face !
So I have given you a new name
Your new name is Love!
Unlike Life, your
name will live forever
In the eternal space !
Along with stars, moon,
The land, rivers, seas and along with me !
YES I will be forever
with you !
No matter that you will never
recognise me in dreams
accept my existence in world.
It’s perfectly OK dear love;
Life moves on
BUT My Love is permanent for you!
It will be part of your shadow
The best thing is that we
Did not adieu good-bye to each other
Giving an hope to life and love
That we may unite some day !
I just want
to be the last raindrop for you
And the last ray of sun .
Not to mention
the last fire of earth
And the last shine of stars !
Yes . when the
scent of the mist around your face
Evaporates me to another world of
I cannot stop myself saying to you
--I love you !
When I miss you
everything comes to an halt
The earth. the sun. the moon. The stars.
rivers and the sea.
Even you and me !
Your thoughts takes over
everything else !
The time freezes !
our souls sit together and the
thoughts of you
Melts and mixes with them and creates the
Fusion of life
The next morning comes with a new breeze and
Tells me your new name
O love , how much I love you!
I love you …!